mcmalcolm

mcmalcolm is a collection of writings by me malcolm Hill

Thursday, July 29, 2004

I LIKE YOU

I like you
You’re paths are wide and curving
Your velvet shade
strokes my speckled leaves

Out here
among the iron lace
The rain and mist cannot dampen
our intended style of life

The morning always rises, I’m told
That shirt you wore most days, it seems
Our cup of tea of the afternoon,
the action of the pipe being lit,
the hat tipped,
the double chin to rest upon,
the elbow as an arse upon the bar.
Repositioning ourselves across the afternoon

Now, these flowers I sent you, sent back
I like you
Therefore I’m feeling blue

 

 

Malcolm Hill 1996

Wednesday, July 21, 2004

SHE PARTY

She party like a hairy beast
with black hair she flick back again and again
large hands in front of her face

I like this bar
she says through the bottom of her cocktail glass
its dark
and they can’t see the lines on your face

She party like you can’t sit around reading books all day
She party like she’s about to move to goddam Canberra and draw up defence department contracts
She party like her biological clock is ticking

You’ve got to meet people
I went out with this guy
He was older
when I told him where I stood
he got narky

I met him at one of those suburban singles nights
I upset them
I blurted every thing out onto their carpet
They said why are you doing a dumb job like that

I put them straight
I‘ve been a landscape gardener
I‘ve been a lawyer and a chef
Why don’t people want to talk about plays and art exhibitions and politics?
There’s a silence
The suburbs are struck dumb
 
I’m 38 years old but I own my own house
having no children you accumulate material goods but so what
 
I worked at a big firm and played the part,
but they never made me the offer
I got pissed off with their prestige
So now I’m going to draw up contracts for the army in Canberra
But I’ll do some locum work at a community legal centre

You can’t sit around reading books all day

I found a budgie today
with a broken wing
out the front of my house
I had my tracksuit on, you know, hanging about the kitchen, when I heard it crying
Its was so heartfelt, I had to go out and pick it up and bring it inside
The only thing is - I’ve got a cat, Oscar
I hope they get on. They’ll have to
I told Oscar, "No funny business mister"
That bird was so sad.

I‘ve been looking after it but I don’t have much room
Someone needs to take an interest in its welfare
Lots of people have got lots of room but they just don’t care
who left it there? who abandoned it?
We’ll tough it up, get it’s strength back and send it back out in the world
Where?
Maybe it could stay here, with Oscar and me,
for a while
I kinda like its cry
 
 
 
 
 
Malcolm Hill 2002

Wednesday, July 14, 2004

birrarung

BIRRARUNG – The Sacred River

In Aboriginal Dreaming, Bundjil – the dreamtime father – created the animals and he created Birrarung, the river which gave people life.
From the river the Wirundjeri, the first caretakers of the Melbourne area, gathered fish, eels, freshwater mussels and waterfowl. From the surrounding plains, they gathered herbs and roots and hunted kangaroo, possum, emu and wallaby



BIRRARUNG

In 1830 the meandering Kulin stood tall and straight under the scarred river red gums and looked out at Gardiners Creek, ‘the resting place of the water fowl’

A concrete freeway had landed flat on its back!

That night, in a thick dark enchanting wood, a squatter settled into his wigwam on Richmond flat

These Stone Age warriors with their invisible systems of crop management and food production, stared across the river at this woven clothed, cloven hoofed supreme master of smelted metal and his smoking gun

He tied his horse up to the Corroboree tree where the Kulin Nation met for family reunions and a sulphur crested cockatoo wept

They said,
“This dirt I scoop up is the spot where I was born and I hurl it at you like an exploding seed carried across the river in the wind. That is my dignity and spiritual identity right there at your boot heel, mister”

The surveyor jumped on his horse and rode crazily across Richmond flat, this way and that, crisscrossing and zigzagging – subdividing the lot

The Hentys and Dockers were rubbing the earth on Richmond Hill when a church spire burst out of the earth and grew and grew

Dr Clutterbuck’ s child put her fingers to her mouth after eating gruel. Her name was ‘Dysentry’ and she bathed in the Yarra that night

Sawmillers
Wooolscourers
Fellmongers
Bonecrushers
Tanners
Brewers
Brickmakers

Clawed their way along the clay banks of Birrarung
Disgorging liquid blood and filth by the Hawthorn punt
They swam in swampy tips around the ankles of the Wirundjeri
who still tried to hold their sports days and church services by the sacred river

Floral societies and light opera flourished on Railway platforms
As the town hall was lit up and the first electric cable tram swung across Bridge Road
The crowd looked up and “oohed and ahhed”
At a coal faced Victorian boy standing on a pony
In the Victorian half light, a bushranger lurked by Fitzroy Square
Ferrying carcasses into billabongs

Grand houses turned to seed
Crumbling bricks
Chased fleeing residents
Into segregated Streets
Catholic,
German,
Protestant,
Labor,
Wesleyian,
working mum,
drunken dad,
orphan child

The stain of Struggletown was smeared across their foreheads
After midnight mass at St Ignatius

For all this,
And a pony track owned by John Wren,
not one aborigine was left standing in Richmond